flyaway.

FLY AWAY TO SYD
on the journey to Sydney.

4 years in Sydney is an awefully long time.
Catch me before I fly away, cause I'm having the time of my life.
Friends come and go, but the close ones never part irregardless of the distance.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

01:24

its the little things tht makes my day

my brother just folded a heart out of the bus ticket. and i got so happy over it. -smiles. i have nothing to say all a sudden. this is bad. oh, my bro also wanted to give me the seoul raiders poster he's gotten today. tony leong and richie jen! he just wants shu qi for himself. -grins. and he's bugging me to sleep in his room tonight, cause my older bro aint coming home.

stayed at home the whole day. didn go to school cause my leg is wrapped up. lazy and its inconvenient. so i just said i had skin allergy. the one i had last yr. the one tht i was so paranoid about. did ap. now, i'm left with three chapters more to go. -claps hand

i'm disgusted. how did my knee turn so bad overnight? now i cant even stand for a long period of time. i shall try not to think about it. lets forget the pain and live through the next few months properly. no more sinsehs until may! sinsehs only makes me feel worse. :/

Thursday, February 17, 2005

23:33

i love valentine's day this year.

this year's vday cum friendship day, i celebrated it in vj. somewht diff, but it still turned out great. had trg in school. sigh. then went j8 at night with him. had swensens.

right now, everything in my life is getting a lil screwy. except for one thing. -nods- wen to the sinseh at bendemeer on tues and today. the pain was excruciating. esp at the knee. i just wondered if my decision was a right one to continue playing badminton in jc. but even if its so, i still haven to get into aj through badminton. spoke to my mom about it, and she told me tht i should just live through tht two yrs, and get my long awaited due rest after next yr's comp.

the bendemeer sinseh is really scary. and painful! -screams. i was like screaming away when they were rubbing my knee. sigh. it feels weaker and weaker.

had another talk to my mom. i feel tht she's the best mom. i can talk to her bout anything under the sun. except for certain things, i guess i just have to choose the correct timings. she made me think more maturely, and she shared her views on certain things to me. i'm feeling grateful to her. i feel as though i'm capable enough to handle situations now. and she makes me happier!

its jennhaur's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i stayed in the library for most part of the day doing maths. sigma notations. feel as though i can conquer the rest of the other chapters too. :)) steph and matt ran into some trouble halfway, cause they ponned econs tutorial. oh wells, everything turned well in the end. it just took some lying skills. -grins-

thanks for all the vday gifts! :))
shafeeq; mortal; apple strudel (ponned lessons to buy it!) -how sweet-
faizal; angel; a new letter and marshmellows
steph; sunflowers!
trish; a big apple
diana; partner; a furry hairband and a baby sock (shared with kexin)
belle; 'darling no. 7'; sweets, with lots of yupi apple rings
jean; twins; a sock full of sweets
sulin; the plate and cutleries we designed together
sam; badminton identity
pam; badminton identity (shuttlecock)
shuyu; oops, i forgot wht it was.
jennhaur; a teaspoon.
melcolm; a band
the rest; food and sweets.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

01:51

happy chinese new year

may all your wished come true :)

monday was such an exciting and sinful day. had a whole morning of tutorials. at least some of it were fun. failed the chemisry quiz tho. had muturbak during the break. didn want to eat actually. but i had a lil bit of a gastric. had chemistry lecture and i finally listened during a chem lecture. -claps hands- waited in the canteen together with jennhaur and steph. decided to go parkway and hang around before coming back. then sam wanted me to go joo chiat with her. so i waited for her to finish her run.

bus-ed down to joo chiat. ate roti prata AGAIN. now you know why its sinful! -laughs- talked to sam at the bus stop while waiting for 13 to arrive. talked bout some stuffs. doubles. quite insightful. hope i did help her. :/ was late for trg. thankfully mr goh had something on. everyone was either sian or pissed during trg. except me and sam. quite ironic. :) played games. twice agst sam and pam. think it was a screwed game for them. steph waited in the hall for me from 530 to 6. so sweet of her. :) then she said tht she was proud of me cause she thinks i played well during trg. -smiles-

met my some of my classmates and senior class ppl outside the school. headed to the lagoon. sat at the same table with shafeeq, steph, jennhaur, brindha, lianghong and someone else. oops! shared stringray, rojak, roti john, satay, chicken wings, etc. talked and talked. nice time to interact! headed down to the beach. played truth or dare. then it slowly became truth or truth. -grins- know quite a few things now.

started walking to the bus stop. SLOWLY. reached home at 1130. oh wells. got a scolding again.

didn go vj today. ponned. like a third of the sn cohort in vj ponned. -laughs- singed school song in the morning. had orange bowl, spagetti and iced tea! took pics. met up with ms nair, mr wong, zhuang lao shi. so exciting. :)) damn happy now. saw yingwan, kathy, dawn, steffi, cheryl, cherie, shuhui, etc. not so many of them. but i'm gna see more of these lovely ppl when i go zhuang's house to bai nian on sunday!

had reunion dinner at grandma's place at night. grandma's culinary skills are not bad! she cooked sharks' fin, abalone, scallop, etc. yummy. -licks lips- received ang baos. played indian poker with my cousins! the loser has to drink water. drank twice. felt like puking then. came home and i had a mini tummyache. played blackjack too. lost money. thankfully, its my mom's money only.

homee. and i chatted with a few ppl the whole night till now. feeling good now. i'm tired. ciao-

Saturday, February 05, 2005

02:23

swedish meatballs
i'm tired! : went to ikea with sulin yesterday. shopped for our combined vday-cum-friendship day presents. so exciting. :) first time going out alone with her. had fun playing with all the toys. ate hotdogs. and then i had cravings for swedish meatballs. so i dragged her along. and she found it nice too. i asked for more sauce. :) and tht made my day. reached home at 7 and i slept till 9 before bathing. studied a lil of chem and i chatted online. esp with kaixin, bout the team stuffs. as usual.

steph gave me my fave m&m peanut butter today! so sweet of her. :) but she didn manage to bake any cookies or brownies. -pouts- had tutorials the whole morning. had i obviously just sat there and copy everything, pretending as tho i did my work when i didn. the chem quiz was horrible. but i reckon i could still pass. -laughs- the class (including mathan) went for lunch tog. like finally we can go out as a class. there were 18 of us in all. anw, we only went to parkway, pastamania. pathetic, but cause most of us had to return back to school after tht.

met up with pam, sulin, belle, melcolm thereafter. shopped for melcolm's vday present for his stead. sat at bk and waited for diana. malcolm left for trg. then the five of us headed down to ikea to shop for amanda's present. IKEA AGAIN! oh wells. me and sulin were quite reluctant initially. didn eat the meatballs this time. but i ate the vanilla icecream. and then we started playing with the lil toys there. :) belle spent alot today. like seriously alot. dno whts she's thinking larr. : worried for her pocket. homee.

i've decided to change the way i blog now. cause i'm tired of pressing the enter key so many times. oh wells, its just lazy me. :) it's so difficult to arrange a meeting with yupei and pebbs. -sulks and whines- like its only three of us, and either one of us cant make it time and time again. sigh. we are just one hell of a busy lot.

steph; hey girl! i love you too. :) thanks for signing my gbk. and how did they find out. oh no, we shall just live in our own fantasy world. -laughs- thanks so much for the m&m peanut butter. its nice right? it made my day. :) show me your slippers on monday yea? i saw him at the parkway bus stop today! but he nvr talk even when he's with his friends! sheesh. have fun drooling tmrr. :)

for ppl who are reading my blog, pls sign my gbk so tht i know who's reading it. thanks! cheers mates. :) and last of all, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY AMANDA!

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

00:54

SHOUTOUTS:
yupei; hey dearr. take care of your knee yea? i dno how the hell you twisted the ligament, but it does sound kinda serious. worried for ya. oh wells, i heard bout some rumours bout you from xinyi. but i guess its not true. shall update you soon. and i still dno when pebbs going for her new year shopping. everyone seems so busy!! love love!

erica; partner! guess wht? i'm gonna send you something special for v-day. but i need your house address in australia, even if its temporary. oh wells, my knee hurts again. so much for trying and praying to stay injury-free. -laughs. oh dear, i miss you. hope your parents send over the farewell present soon. then u can see my hardwork and effort! :)

bestie; hey, i'm chatting with you online now. but yea. dont worry bout me. i'll try my best to take good care of myself. :)

valen; hey girl. hope things have been going smooth and well for you. :) dont feel sad bout leaving your og larr. cause you can still have fun with your class and still pon lectures and stuffs. oh wells, guess i'm teaching you all the bad things. :\ i'll take care of chai for you, tho i only see her in the morning everyone. cause the arts fac and sci fac dont really mix or see each other. hope to see ya soon. got lots of things to share. :D

finally done with all the shoutouts. i haven been blogging larr.
life's been normal. :))
all the same stuffs everyday.
but the workload is getting heavily.
but poor old lazy me just lives day by day, copying tutorials and sleeping/playing through lectures.
not forgetting ponning again.
lots of problems have been solved, or its getting better as the day passes.
feeling more relieved now. but something is constantly threatening me.
i hate it! :(

i really dno wht to do with my knee.
everyone says i should rest.
but stupid me has my own stupid logic which i'm even doubting myself now.
nvr tell diana bout it. guess she knows bout it. but is pretending not to know?
maybe i should just tell her bout it.
i'll find one fine day. :